I have been praying the past 2 days for God to deliver me from my pain & distress. it's hard not to expect it right away, especially when you're going through the type of pain that I am.
Psalm 111:7-8 says:
"The works of his hands are faithful and just; his precepts (commandments) are trustworthy; they are established forever and ever, to be performed with faithfulness and uprightness."
Just goes to show, when I think God isn't there, when I feel like he doesn't care he's the one who ultimately does. His faithfulness is always with me.
My body is in immense pain, I can fully trust The Lord but he isn't a musician for our pain; physical or not.
trusting in him is knowing that no matter what in the end he will always provide for you, love you and bring you out of your weary time.
Honestly I'm scared sometimes that my body is too messed up to fix, that I'm too broken to handle. But then God brings me Psalm reminders (56:3) "When I am afraid I put my trust in you"
that's all it takes for me to know that God loves me, and I will soon be out of my pain.
But it's not just because I'm waiting on his works, I have to take humanly steps to get out of my pain. Such as my chiropractor appt. - that's today.
I pray that in your hard times, when you feel so weak and brittle & your trust in The Lord is severed that you find the strength to know he's the one who has never left and never will. We serve a God who loves unexpected endings... just wait for yours.
God bless you!
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