How through that time, our God is with us, our God is unshakeable. He never lets us break, even when we think our world has crumbled.
It's quite humorous how God gets us through things. A year ago to this day I never would've thought that God had this day (a year later) planned for me, but He did.. He really did.
This time last year, I never would've told you I had already applied to college, knew what school I wanted to go to, had a YouTube channel, was juggling relationships, struggles and working full time, while somehow finding the time to blog, vlog and edit. It's a crazy life, and as stupid as it sounds, I love it.
A year ago I was convincing myself that everything I had around me was good enough, the people I had in my life, the way I was being treated at my job, and the friendships I had that I should've walked away from & I convinced myself that through all of that God didn't need to be by my side. "I got this", I would tell myself. But that's not living, that's fearing.
So many times we think it's God walking away from us, while we're going through something we need Him through. Truth is, He's there. You're just not looking in the right places. But we're dealing with an unshakeable God, an undenying love, an unbreakable passion.
In Hebrews 12:28 it reads:
"therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken let us be thankful, and so we worship God acceptably with reverence and awe."
Gods kingdom does not shake us, nor can it be shaken by anything. Don't blame God on you walking away, remember to look at your life around you. Is there things that can change? Things that will hurt, but be worth it? Are there people who don't deserve your time, but have it? Let God be in control of all that. Take a deep breath, and know: God is with us. Let your years pass, lessons happen & changes take place.
Emmanuel.
